Sunday, May 06, 2007
could you speak up and stop mu-mumbling, I don't think you came in clear > give it to meman i love this song :) it makes me happy cos it has such an upbeat tempo. heh :D
ahhh the stress and pressure is on. i dont think i can keep up anymore. i'm so tired. when did life ever gotten so tough? sometimes i wish i could just go back to secondary school when everyday was an enjoyable and happy one. nowadays, everything seem to be thrown onto you and you're expected not to crumble under the pressure because you're EXPECTED to, because you're not SUPPOSED to. ahh expectations. this word is so deafening at times.
competition's next week and i'm barely there. i dont want to sabotage myself and the school. but what if i just get so tense i forget everything and like just flop on the spot. i feel like withdrawing this minute, i feel like just giving up, i dont want to embarrass myself. imagine all eyes on you watching you flop. gahh. scary thought.
i wish for a better week ahead. gah.
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